A brief history about me…
I have frequently talked about how lazy i am, my lazyness has more to do with avoiding useless things. I would say it was till 12th grade that my parents controlled my life, after that all decisions had to be made by me.. and i followed one single funda – do whatever is the easiest when faced with a choice..
I always wanted to be in a creative field, i thought let me become a painter or a sculpturer. I could sketch well and have strong inclination towards this field.. i went to inquire at MS university’s fine arts faculty.. they said there would be a entrance test and you will have to bring your painting materials and all those stuff.. i said fuck it.. i dont want to do it, i am not going to carry all this shit for entrace.. i joined Bcom with all my other friends.. So all my friends were chutiyas like me they never attended classes so i spent most of the time in canteen.. then i started an online business, websites and stuff, it did good, it was more like a hobby than work.. I passed in first year and now in second year got into drugs and stuff.. In internal exams i went to examination full tight and slept.. and for final exams i didnt care for standing in line to submit the form.. i said maa chudane gaya kisko padi hai, jo hoga dekhlenge Bcom karke aise bhi kahan koi bada kaam karne waala hun..
For next 4 years i was in and out of drugs, i didnt remember most part of these years. but i would give a hundred lives to live those 4 years again. It was gand phadu fun and i liked it a lot.. We still remeber those days and have a good laugh.. We did some world class chutiya giris under the influence of drugs, moring, noon and night all the day full tight, during those periods we did some small business mostly scams, we made a fake MLM company and at a time we had around 2000 members in it,, and dhue me udaya lot of money.. they say i attract money automatically what ever i did it brought a lot of money.. We saw a lot of things during these days the dark world of drugs and people dying, many a times caught for drug possesion (thats what i like about india, if you have money u can get out of anything).. i mean those years gave experince that i would have not experinced other wise, one our drug addict friend with some other group addict kidnapped a builders soon, got caught and is still in jail. He was sitting with us in canteen when police came and caught him,, bal bal bachgaye we people..
after all this since past 1 year i have been out of those world, recently a past drug addict friend called to meet, i said i dont want to meet, because if i meet i know whats gonna happen..
Cut back to today, i live a fulfilling life, where i dont have to worry about anything, i make enuf money, i mean quiet good, and every time i choose the easiest.. and it led me here.. and in future also i will follow the same rule. i live a independent life, quiet satisfied, nobody to nag, nobody to give order, i work when i feel like working, we still have a lot of fun but not as much as we used to.. as i say the past is always better..