Summary of 2009
I know its late, but these things never really matter, so how was 2009 for me.. hmm it was ok i guess but i learned and experienced a few things, for the first time i saw some one die, and for the first times had to perform the rites, got to learn about a few rituals and customers. Had lots of fun but not as much as i had to but then those days wont ever come back. Increased drinking, put on weight and i do think my brain is becoming more creative…
For my blog 2009 was a really important year, i got acceptance this year. i will thank chhaya and members of friends-park for that, they were the first one of allow me into their group. Normal people accepting a gaali waala person into their community is un-usual, and as it happens when one accepts, the apprehension of others vanish. Its basically about the first few followers, after that its not that hard. I certainly could have done better if i avoided the vulgarity and profanity, but then i was trying to make a point. I dont want the internet, the blog to be censored and more badly self censored. Internet should represent freedom of thoughts un-censored and un moderated. At a time after getting rejected and treated as un-touchable in the so-called broad-minded blog world, i did think about going mainstream. Its really annoying when you are writing interesting stuff and no-body commenting, i was getting readership but not comments. But then there was this guy tarun, he appreciated my content and that kept me going.
So in terms of blogging 2009 was important, i was more into current affairs at the start of the year, but now i m more of a personal blogger, with occasional uncommon topics. That will be maintained this year aswell. I also did a short story, i realised i m not yet ready for it in terms of language and technique. I do have stories, but dont have the skills to portray them in the best manner, so i wont waste those stories, will bring them up when i m ready. We will also do some posts on current affairs, dont worry only the un common angle will be presented, unless its contrary to the general belief i wont be doing it. We certainly are not here to fill the web space with content that already exists but we will fill the void of unusual ideas.
In real life 2009 was not much important, yes i had a change of address nothing more than that. Not much adventure happend last year. will try to enjoy more this year. Professionally i eventually decided to diversify into more legal stuff, well that will become a burden this year. I have been shying away from burdens for a long time, at the end every one has to carry them. But will try to manage it in such a way that it burdens me with least of responsibility, the flexibility and the freedom of working at will would be of prime importance. Would stay away from adding relationships this year aswell, they are always a burden. The lesser the relationship or human contacts the more happier one becomes. Start of the year was good but financially things got messed up as the year ended, i hope this tuff times go away faster. The new ideas i have been thinking about for a long time, would finally try to implement them this year..
I dont hope much from 2010 but whatever it becomes i dont care, because i cant controll them, things will happen as they should, its better not to waste time thinking about future..