Some sleeping changes
The problem with me is that i always wake up early, no matter at what time i sleep i wake up between 7 to 8. I dont have anything to do by waking up early, i should enjoy the luxury of being able to sleep till late, but some how my mind starts thinking then the sleep just disappears. I always wanted to sleep more but it wasnt possible. Some time after drinking and all i come as late as 1 or 2 am then watch tv for an hour which is compulsory, i cant eat food without watching tv. Still i wake up at 7, in full hangover and half tight. If i were to sleep a few hours more i could have easily got rid of that hangover, but that simply isnt possible with me, i just wake up at a fixed time no matter what. Even if i sleep at 8 pm i will wake up next morning at 7.
But the good news is that i have been waking up late these days since a week i have been able to wake up at 9 or sometime even past 10. Thats a very good thing, i have been able to control thinking. Earlier my sleep would break at 7 then a small thought gets germinated in my mind, the thought then grows and keeps on growing untill my sleep is gul totally. These days i m able to kill the thought, i just ignore it which was not possible for me earlier.
But still i cant sleep till late on sundays, for me all days are same but still i wake up early on sunday, there is something about it. Normally during school time we had to wakeup early for school and on week days i would feel so sleepy and cant get out of bed but on sunday i was always awake early. I guess i dont wanted to miss a moment of sunday, the day when you were free from the slavery of education. May be that excitement of sunday still runs in me, i get excited by a sunday, that why i wake up early, its like if some good is going to happen the next day, your sleep always breaks early. If you are going to buy something new or are going to meet someone you love after a long time, one normally wakes up early..
P.S. this is personal blogger shit, i tag myself as a personal blogger so i hv to write this kind of shit. what a fucking useless person i m.