Whats your story?
One way to look at life is to consider it a story and if you just see your life i mean that has happened till now, how do you rate it in terms of a story, is it interesting, romantic, inspiring, comedy, tragedy or just plain boring. Everyone should have a story a good one, that can be told and shared and we are certainly in a position to direct our stories to the direction we want, i believe we all have what it takes to shape our stories.
One of my cousin CSN3 (mama’s ladka) came and i see that he is making a good story for him, a story that not only he but everyone else would enjoy. He is planning to running away with the girl he likes, i thou am totally against such things, because i dont think people make much right decision under the intoxication of love, but still what the fuck life is all about this, its about the risk we take, chutiyagiris we do, thats how life is supposed to be lived totally reckless and filmy..
This guy is my fan he follows my footsteps and he is college drop out and all, he is still not in the legal age to marry and the girl has attained her legal age she is older than him, and her sagai has already been done, and she is his best friend’s sister and neighbour, both families know about it and oppose it. Isnt it exciting, you realize what and awesome story this guy is goona make.. good for him. Thou i have advised against it, but i want him to make a story. Everyone should be allowed to have their stories.
All this things made me think of my story and i m totally pissed off at my story, i dont like it, not yet. I need to do something new. May be just get out of this home, out of my comfort zone, get into the market, take up some random job, like a job of a waiter at a hotel, may be work at a cloth shop, or a jeweler, learn some thing new like masonry or any other fucking thing in the world, in simple terms just get out and experiment a bit. It would be good, just going to some unknown place, find a some thirdclass jobs, and trying hard to make ends meet. This is what i want to do, but hardly i have any gand me dum. Because i am a big fucker gand phaatu Loser who is afraid to come out of his comfort zone. One who is even afraid to fall in love, and what kind of story will it make without any loveriagiri it will be a bekaar story.
I dont know, may its too late, or may be not. chut knows.