Sometimes i really wonder if i really am an introvert. I do call myself an introvert but sometimes i doubt if i really am one. I dont have problem with people, i actually like people, its just that i only like particular kind of people.. and there are people in front of whom i feel extremely nervous or uncomfortable, so much so that i would hide or run to avoid them.
I have never been able to understand the difference between the people i like and people i dont like, they are same kind of people, there is hardly any difference. No matter how i try to deduce their character i m unable to understand the reason for my uncomfortableness among some people. The world seems to be clearly divided, and its not that i need time to hate these people, i hate people mostly in first look, even if they have never talked to me.
Yesterday was fun, drank with 5 people one among them was communist bechare ki maa chud gayi, made a lot of fun about communists, when you drink in kerala you invariably end up talking politics at the end, it mainly happens with mainstreamers, not when a bunch of losers like us are drinking. Its then that i thought i dont really corroborate to the standard definition of an introvert, i actually like people, the more of them the better. Even people i meet on internet, i simply like them or i hate them, even thou i have never met them or know them.